This is for not sleeping on time... this is for not eating on time... or this could be for not treating one person nice during his entire stay in the Philippines (I could argue with this one. As far as I observe, I met him when he wanted to, because according to him, he felt like no one wanted to meet him, no one wanted to invite him to social functions, etc... only the problem is that he wanted more than just meeting him - EEEEK! This is my fault, as well. Should have left him alone during his entire stay in the Philippines). Now I am having my karma, I think. And, for the first time in my life, I am praying to God to let me live - ha ha ha... Ok, seriously, is this serious? Hope not... Think positive!
I already had two blood tests this week. Processing my passport in the city hall, plus processing laboratory tests in the hospital - wow. Even my mother said if I wanted my future to materialize, health should be my priority.
Tomorrow I will be back to the hospital (again) for CT-Scan, going straight to my student's residence in Makati for 2 hours of lesson... Actually, I haven't told this to anyone, but I am planning to leave the city. I mean, well, see where the bus will take me. The plan is like, take any bus, go to anywhere, and see what will happen... I'm thinking of Baguio... Geez, and I still have to fix the quizzes for my other student... ok, maybe I could do this next Friday. This is like traveling for nothing... Oh, well, to be honest, I haven't been out of the city for, like, years. There had been opportunities. The first one was this swimming party sponsored by my former company; three days of idleness and relaxation. The second one was the Boracay trip; one week of blissfulness and white sand. But I said no to both of them, thinking of work (would I earn anything out of trips?), cats (who would take care of them?)... now, all of it is catching up on me, I guess...
Reminds me of the doctor... ha ha ha... me-jas-ti-num... that's how he pronounced it... What's that? Oh, well, I've no idea... CT-Scan... biopsy... for the first time in my life, I'm also hearing medical terms. Grim...
In any case, I know I will survive (how arrogant... Ok, I'm simply thinking positive). This is merely my failure in prioritizing my health. Maybe I should also lessen the hours of using the computer, as well. But, can't... I'm a computer addict.
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